let the sun rain down on me

Feeling down nowadays.

Became so sick of playing Dota that i nearly feel like kicking my own groin.

Things aren't exactly going the way it is supposed to be for me. I mean, how did i even get such lousy grades-.-. so totally not me.

A lonely speaker in the conversation, the words swimming in the head, going nowhere..

Gonna continue writing my blog after a hiatus of nearly a year. Sorta too stressed to do any other stuff.

I really hope that nobody ever remembered I had a blog, so that they wouldn't come and check this blog.

This reminds me.... my blog is still linked to cleon's class blog...... and 4K haven't got a class blog yet.......

Mind is totally in a whirl.... I really wish to talk to you, but i cannot bear the thought of you with him....

Am i coward? I really think I am. Yes that's rhetorical-.-

I really hoped that i told you how i felt a year ago. I came so close. the day at the library, i was just so frigging close....

Things aren't the way they were with you and me, nor are you the same person a year ago. Why did you change so much?

I changed too. Not really for the better. But I was happier this way. Are you happier?

I look like some idiot having some weird monologue with myself.

Love is made of fumes of sighs, so is the tears welling up in my heart.

HKLM

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